Comment history for ricpanning

ricpanning  (anonymous) says...

also i meant to say i write in all lower case...please feel free to hate on that too...

ricpanning  (anonymous) says...

this back and forth, line in the sand bullsh*t makes me ashamed i ever got on a stage to begin with. i hope that you are all proud of yourselves. i hope it makes you feel better making fun of people that are differant or obese or gay. hi my name is ric panning. i was the LEAD in the full monty. i am also in reefer madness. i got on that stage to have a good time. to be a part of somthing differant from the usual 9 to 5 grind i die in daily. i have not had any training as an actor. i do not have any dreams or delusions of being famous. i just wanted to have fun. its been a crazy year since i first got on that stage. i had no idea the insanity the parade of egos i would encounter would amass to. it really makes me sick. i love what i do. i love being on a stage. i love being a part of art that isnt just cut and paste garbage. i have been picked on and made fun of my whole life for being differant. for not fitting in. for not being a part of the norm. i am here to say i am proud of it. i am proud of what i am and what i have been a part of. i would rather believe in what i do despite praise or recognition or notoriaty, than be some faceless hater getting his jollies off pointing his invisible finger.

hi my name is ric panning. i write in all caps...i feature myself in plays that start riots. i think rob joki and brooke slanina are great people...and i do not involve myself in theater to please you.

now...have fun ripping apart my spelling and diction, or my lack of talent or my skinny body. im gonna keep on having fun on a stage...

ricpanning  (anonymous) says...

wow way to spark a debate my man.
though i do think some praise is in order. thanks milan for saying i look 22. actually yesterday was my 28th birthday.

how did i spend it?
oh how sweet of you to ask.
well it started out swell. i had to run lines with an understudy (who did amazing by the way) while trying to calm the nerves of our directer, who has literaly pulled more miracles to make this show happen than david blaine, kriss angel, and jesus combined.

oh then there was the part of going on stage not being a professional actor and showing my buisness to the paying public. though im not alone my fellow brave actors also gave their all for the sole benifit of entertainment.

oh then the after show. everybody was so upset and bothered by the license plate that they rushed out of the theater and rioted! it was insane.

i never would have guessed that i would bear my ass only to have it served back.

i wonder why its so difficult to pull these productions off?

i dunno.

oh well im glad we had this talk.
to all the people who saw and loved this show. to everyone who left the theater drying their eyes and shaking from excitement. to everyone who stood in a line to say good job and congrats and threw an occasional hug or handshake.
im sorry from the bottom of my heart.